The truth is that grief does take over at somepoint and make you sit and pay attention to it. That's whats happening to me this week. I wish my body had waited another week though so that I wasn't missing time with students. But there is no way I can work at the moment.
Went to the doctor today and she did tests to make sure I don't have a bacterial infection. I have a history of them so she was making sure. Everybody please think positive thoughts that this is just a flu.
Being sick makes me so depressed. I am so bad at it. I realized I started this blog off sick. So odd. I feel good about certain things that I've done this year for myself, but other things I'm not proud of. I have to create a new routine so that I get healthy again and no more of these colds every 6 weeks, that is ridiculous.
I did get brought flowers today. I did take one photo of them. I need to take 2 more photos before the end of the day. Of what?